Bye bye

I don’t like farewalls but it’s time to say goodbye. Finally, I have resolved my big problem. I can’t stand people who have superiority complex and try to cover attitudes, words and facts in a polite and diplomatic way doing wrong things. I have a mix of feelings because I really enjoy spending time at ALC and at this country.  But if I hadn’t strong troubles with my cousin I would stay here until november when I finish the upper intermediate level. My cousin and her husband are difficult people and I’m not getting on well with them.  Of course, this is their house, not mine, and I don’t want they feel uncomfortable here because of our different ways of thinking. So, looking for their benefit (and mine as well) I decided to go back home. I hope to find a job as soon as possible in Venezuela. Also, I will practise my english everyday to never forget it.  If I had enough money to pay my support here, I would stay here more time.

I always give thanks God for everything that happen in this life. I used to be a bit insecure of myself but I have lived some experiences  which have helped me thinking more about who I am. Today I only think that Im pretty proud of me. I don’t care what people can think about me. The most important of all is that I have strong and steadfast thoughts which carry me to achieve what I want. Some people always want to say the worst about you. It doesn’t matter, but never lose your way. You can do and accomplish everything as much you want.

My big sister`s birthday

Today is my big sister’s birthday and I’m wishing be at home right now. Se has been as a mommy for me, my sister. She has helped me in good and bad times (or up and down times? haha), even when I passed the worst moment in my life, the divorce of my parents. She has a big heart under her appearance of iron which se has gotten because of her profession. She is a doctor. Marli, my sister,  gives everyting unconditionally and protects me with love. I’m so proud of her because se has achieved stuff being responsible, passionate and persistent. My doctor, who save people that kills other, just because her profession and her life is based on that, save people, no matter who they are. I really wish with all my heart be there singing “happy b-day” but she knows that despite I’m not physically there, my heart and mind are at home.

The most impulsive thing I have done

I don’t remember very well but, I believe that the most impulsive thing I have done is telling my father very strong things I couldn’t keep anymore. Maybe I have done others, but I just can remember this. I was very angry, crying and upset. I told him things I shouldn’t say and every time I think about it I feel sorry, because I really didn’t think before talk. But now I have learned to think first what I want to say, trying to find the best way to make people  understand the sense of my words. Also, I have been applying the emotional intelligence which is very effective.

A big decison!

I don’t know why the life always put me in a way in which I have to select or decide which bridge take.  I have to decide between two ways. One of them is keep going with that I’m doing now or back to the reality. I don’t know which one take. Because I want to keep doing what I use to do but in other conditions. The problem is that because of communication troubles, some information was omitted and now, someone intends I do something I don’t have to do. I just hope it ends in a good way.

People think that any person is going to be there to wait them without matter how long it takes. I think it’s a wrong idea because you can’t pretend people waste time waiting for you. It’s selfishness, I believe. The best you can do by yourself is keep walking, no matter what has happened, you can never sit seeing how life’s going and that person is living while tells you “wait me because someday I`ll be there with you”. Love yourself and never expect anything from anyone who’s not with you at any moment. You shouldn’t believe in promises from someone who you know very well but you don’t want to recognize he’s wrong.

School trip to La Vega

Last Saturday I went to La Vega with the other students of  The Austin Learning Centre. It was a great day because we could stay in touch with nature, which is really amazing. Despite it was raining a lot, we could enjoy our trip. We walked around the park, climb mountains, fishing, boating and more. Before going to La Vega,  I had decided to get on the boat but when we arrived there, we saw a snake swimming in the lake and I was so scare because I am afraid of snakes and when I saw it I didn’t want to get on the boat anymore. After of all I got on the boat hahahaha and I went around the lake beacuse I really wanted to keep enjoying the trip as I thought. I really liked it and I hope going to the next school trip :D

Marketing <3

I’ve found a blog about the art and science of  Marketing Research :D . I like so so so much Marketing, Advertising and Consumer Behavior.  Before I graduated from de university, I did my thesis about the anylisis of consumer behavior of Venezuelan women. I had to use some techniques and methods to know how is the behavior of women about shopping. Besides, I did a big survey because I interviewed around 300 women who lives in the same city like me. I got that women worries a lot about beauty, health care, food, clothes and more. I would like to do a postgrade in Marketing or Consumer Behavior and work on it :D

Live away from home

I used to think that live away from home was easy. But now, I’m experiencing how it feels. I can see that’s not as easier as I thought before, because you have to learn living without your own bed, bedroom, bathroom, mommy, sisters and friends. Obviously if you went out home to live in another place or country alone. You have to do everything by yourself. If you want to cry, laugh, talk and stuff, you have to do it alone or you can meet new people to do these things. Months ago, someone told me he was living in another country and he had to return to Venezuela because he couldn`t live there. He missed everything he had in Venezuela and I thought, come on, how it can be possible? you were living in a better country and you wanted to return because you were missing a lot of things?. Now I can see why he wanted to return. You have to be very, very, very strong to don’t miss anything. I guess it depends on the type of personality you have.

I’ve found a great song :D

Few days ago, I listened a very very good song on the radio. But it has been a difficult work trying to find the name of the singer and the name of the song. Every time I listen that song, I try to copy the words I can hear and then look for it on internet, but I don’t find it. Today, after class, while I was coming home in the Maxi Taxi,  I listened the song again. When I turned on my head to the left, I saw a young man singing the song. I felt very happy because I could ask him the information I wanted to know about the song. He was friendly giving me the information and besides, he recomended me other singers and groups to listen their music.

 

If you want, you can check the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvei4wPu_RU

 

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